Maybe we are just like children. Maybe we only think we have 'grown up', and we are exactly like children. Perhaps we absorb information just like children do. Maybe I feel more like a kid now than I have in a long time, and something tells me this is related to getting to know my Higher Self. This moment on the timeline in my life is one of surrender and connection to Spirit. Allowing my Self to really be present. Just like children do, until a pattern of experiences, usually involving 'grown ups' takes a toll on the innocence of pure expression and confidence. Getting to know my Higher Self started like most relationships I have had. First it was like we didn't know each other, strangers even. Even though we have always been connected, One. Sometimes it felt my Higher Self was a person I had to look for, to find somewhere else, other than where I was. So the journey was one of blood, sweat and tears, literally. As I began to accept the reality and existence of a greater power in my life and in the world ...that idea grew and grew...sometimes slowly...and sometimes very quickly. Throughout life there were and are moments that with extreme peace, forgiveness, love or anger, I was beginning to remember this connection with the most important part of me and of everything. Eventually a sensation became more and more obvious...earlier in life I would feel it in my belly area when I would make a choice not in my highest accord, or a choice that was so joyfully fulfilling. I knew this feeling was coming from a special 'place', lovingly sending messages or reminders of the path that I chose before being born. As time past this feeling began to rise in to my chest area and it could feel gentle pulls, or tugs, on my heart in moments of space where this special place wanted to get my attention for one reason or another. Until slowly and steadily my heart space began to transform/ or reframe in to an open temple. This happening called me to be mindful, oh so mindful of my actions and their impact on life in all areas. This calling, this pulling this opening was like a bird calling its mother from the nest to say it was hungry and wanted her to come home sweet home. The re-framing or transforming of the heart space in to an open temple was very profound in my experience of it. There are many experiences, painful and compassionate, that I now have sincere gratitude towards for their involvement in the mending of this connection. I am thankful for all of these life experiences, emotions and moments that brought me closer to the reunion with my Higher Self. As the feeling moved on from my heart/chest space, it knew where it needed to go even before the next awakenings or stories played out. moving up through the body temple now to pause for a moment in the throat and mouth areas with more lessons and messages. Sing your heart out...love in this space with your voice...breathe. In a way, these words were carefully and firmly whispered in to my temple. I began to call in this Higher being now just as it had been calling me for so many years, consistently spritzing the consciousness in my body to refresh and revitalize. Pray more, prayer harder and softer, dance more, smile more sing more...the whispers continued like chants and the drum was my heart. The third eye began to see and clarity was my blessing. Celebrating and exploring this newness daily, the connection was becoming more and more real. Days and months past, each carrying special learning eggs. Until the moment came and with breath a fountain poured out from the top of my head, light flooding in and all around up to and from this Higher Self <3
She is so lovely . She loves to dance, learn, laugh and love all things. She has a spirit of a child, a dolphin and a glorious Mother all at once. I love her dearly and each breath we are connected. yay!
